Why? Why is it so easy for some people and so hard for others?
This past week I found out that a 15 year old girl that I used to babysit gave birth to a baby boy. A woman at work found out she is pregnant and can't stop talking about how she doesn't want this baby. Both of these things have put me in such a slump that I just need to vent and get it out. It makes me so damn mad that some people get the world on a platter presented to them without any effort on their part and I have to work so freakin hard for EVERYTHING I have. I know it sounds like I am just being a whiner but this is how I feel. I try so hard and I watch others get everything done for them and they don't seem to appreciate it.
I will celebrate the day I become PG and everyday of my pregnancy..morning sickness and all. I will thank God for labor pain, poopy diapers, sore nipples, hemoroids, 2am feedings and never having any money or time for myself.
ABOUT ME
- Roxymommy
- Age 33. Single, Native American hot chick (hence the blog title). I am a left wing, liberal, treehugging Democrat. I have made the choice to become a single mother and am doing so as a foster parent. I will go head on to put the most at risk children first. This is my place to share my journey. I hold nothing back, whether it be joy or heartbreak.
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Awwww, sweetie, I'm soooo sorry. What you're feeling is perfectly natural and understandable. I, too, often wonder that. It's not fair and I wish we knew why things in life happen the way they do. It's just not fair. I know I'm not helping much, but I wanted to let you know that you're not alone and you can vent anytime. Hang in there sweetie!
I know how you feel. I hate going to the gyno because every single time I do I end up running into either pregnant teenagers or women who are complaining about an unwanted pregnancy. =-( I have no idea why it is like this, but I feel for you. ((hugs))
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